#050 Searching for my Soul-Family _ in ENGLISH!

00:00:04: Yeah, hello and welcome to my podcast.

00:00:06: My name is Tyrone Parker And this is what's in your brain?

00:00:09: This all about your neurodivergent brain.

00:00:13: I'm going to speak a lot of everything.

00:00:16: NeuroDivergent people so multi-potential light scanner or whatever you call it.

00:00:20: So our ADHD.

00:00:21: You've got issues with all these stuff right here.

00:00:25: We're talking about everything.

00:00:26: we are going from three D to five D and beyond.

00:00:33: Hack me in this podcast episode right now for the first time in English.

00:00:37: So you're welcome and I hope you enjoy it, so let's getting started!

00:00:45: Yeah alright okay a little bit too excited for the First Time...I'm excited First Time In English..so yeah i hope You like It.

00:00:55: I will have to find my accent because i'm very impressed.

00:01:02: How can you say it?

00:01:03: Yeah, in the American scene... Because im watching baseball for over thirty years now or twenty years.

00:01:11: and yeah You'll guess that my accent is a kind of German with some trying to be summer working English.

00:01:19: So don't go too hard on me, yeah I'm very excited first time in english.

00:01:26: i need To find my soul.

00:01:27: formerly this is the name of The podcast and I've watched My podcast.

00:01:33: This is episode number fifty by the way so this should Be a special Episode.

00:01:38: I am thinking about it for several days now.

00:01:40: And there messages from around the globe, over Instagram and all this stuff which people are telling me or their reels.

00:01:56: And message is arriving here at my time Just just in my hands to tell me go international.

00:02:04: So I've got that feeling for a long time and i want start today.

00:02:10: also, my German audience is welcome as well.

00:02:13: of course if you are fluent English or have no problem with it You're very welcome.

00:02:18: on will not stop making german podcast.

00:02:21: but this is another try To find myself family yeah And I need to make it in English.

00:02:35: for like one year in the making, and this is episode number fifty.

00:02:40: And I'm very proud of it to make it...to this point.

00:02:42: so everybody who's supporting this i'm very thankful uh..for every.

00:02:47: um yeah!

00:02:48: Everybody who-who's listening?

00:02:50: And I hope because I've watched my analytics end off my podcast and saw all around the globe there are people watching listening to what's in your brain.

00:03:03: You know, it's coming.

00:03:04: So I'm working on a video podcast also but we'll take some time and i hope not so much time that will come.

00:03:12: so what?

00:03:14: I've seen the analytics end.

00:03:16: all around the globe there are people listening to whats in your brain if can trust this analytics which is provided by my support here.

00:03:25: shout out to Podigy and I think it's very nice.

00:03:29: And okay, all over the world there are German speaking people who have Neurodivergent background... ...and like to talk about it or listen more about it.

00:03:40: Yeah!

00:03:41: My podcast..I don't even know if you can translate into English Like that?

00:03:47: I mean, Kai is here.

00:03:51: It should be no issue to translate but i dont'know.

00:03:53: maybe Maybe all this is totally stupid because the people are already listening to my English version of a podcast.

00:04:01: I don't know that, but in case it doesn't work... I think about it to getting started in English and going international, because what is the purpose of this podcast?

00:04:13: The purpose is to talk about neurodivergency as a neuro divergent brain.

00:04:20: You see i've got to learn to speak in english little bit different than in german Yeah, and we talk about multi potential light scanner Renaissance people.

00:04:32: However you talked this high brain individuals out there which are very good in very in a broad spectrum of tasks and are very fast-in the brain on high IQ people, also with High Sensitive People.

00:04:48: Shout out to you!

00:04:49: We're there too.

00:04:51: we've got a High Sensitivity and even get some more things going on with getting energies in the room right?

00:05:03: And can read people like Like a book, you know what I'm saying.

00:05:09: You will recognize yourself if you listen to this.

00:05:12: and we're talking about ADHD of course as big problem or issue at least If you have figured out how to conquer this.

00:05:25: become better person with ADHD.

00:05:27: learn something about it.

00:05:29: getting known through the habits how to break the bad habits and get better habits, learn about all that.

00:05:41: Getting started with some more self-trusts and self worth problems around ADHD which is a big thing in our community and other diverse people.

00:05:53: Yeah, this is in general what I'm talking about.

00:05:56: and try to bring the people from Germany.

00:05:59: And Switzerland and Austria of course all the German speaking parts in Europe.

00:06:05: but yeah i think now it's time spread out a little bit I think in English because...I wanted to speak more people in Europe and try bring this to a bigger audience.

00:06:25: This was the whole idea of going with his English version, so hope you like it!

00:06:33: Hope you like it.

00:06:33: I hope, you enjoy it.

00:06:34: i hope You get along with my bad english but i will try to do My best.

00:06:39: That is yeah that It would be Understandable.

00:06:43: okay and Yeah i will see.

00:06:45: i have To figure out how?

00:06:47: To tell the same things which are told always The audience in german germany and switzerland and austria.

00:06:54: And yeah a big goal of mine when i Get started With this podcast was to connect with people.

00:07:02: I want to tell people about their issues, which i have figured out the hard way on my own.

00:07:08: Which is now for nearly ten years in making.

00:07:12: so... This is podcast number fifty.

00:07:16: I'm fifty one years old right now, so it's all getting started.

00:07:19: when i was around thirty nine forty years old some years later When I Was Forty Three Years Old I've recognized I've watched a TED Talk from Emily Wopnick which you maybe already know Which have made this huge podcast where she tell the world that there are people which have these kind of brains, multi-potentialites.

00:07:46: And yeah and so I found this podcast...I've found this TED talk which is a live podcast as you know!

00:07:57: Yeah i was totally shocked because um..i wasn't all ...and thought they're more of us ..they were more me on this planet, and it's an issue.

00:08:10: And I thought that i'm an alien.

00:08:14: so...I was alone for forty years or forty three years!

00:08:18: I had this alien feeling, i thought that was nuts.

00:08:23: I thought it's an absolute loser because they couldn't get figured out how all the people are living their life like that and looking on the world in totally different eyes could not make any job or career started.

00:08:40: but...I am doing these things other than others working for them.

00:08:49: I was in a bad place, i wasn't feeling good.

00:09:05: Lucky for me, I've got two boys which i could grow up in that time.

00:09:11: Which was very nice.

00:09:12: so I worked as a photographer and auto and for magazines And I worked As a journalist and the photograph to have some concert photography.

00:09:22: Yeah That helped Me through Some hard times but it yeah It Was not The kind of life?

00:09:27: I want To live.

00:09:28: and then I found Emily Wopnik's Ted talk.

00:09:30: everything changed.

00:09:31: So And in the moment I found Emily Wopnig, and i was going on her website which is puttylike.com where you can go when you see a web site to join club.

00:09:45: so pay little bit then get connected with community all over world for multi-potentialize for scanners.

00:09:55: yeah!

00:09:55: I was hyped immediately.

00:09:58: my first thought i have to do it in germany and i have two.

00:10:04: make this kind of website or you have to make these kinds of community in germania.

00:10:10: This was my first thought about that issue but not at the moment.

00:10:15: so.

00:10:16: Emily is a set.

00:10:17: say you've got to get connected.

00:10:20: so you have too uh... Meet each other.

00:10:24: so get started meet up group.

00:10:26: So I did that also at the time i was living near Hanover in Germany, which is in the north of germany very in the North near Hamburg and lower Saxony And I was leaving there an I've started a meetup group for multi potentialites.

00:10:44: then try to find other multipods.

00:10:50: In the first time, I was just have a meeting with high sensitive person because they already had group which i could go and told other people.

00:11:02: So hey!

00:11:03: Im a multiport, im scanner.

00:11:04: this is what i found out And This Is My Life and This Is What A Scanner Looks Like.

00:11:08: and Are You People like Me?

00:11:12: Because I Have Some Issues Which High Sensitive Person Has.

00:11:17: For example, I have a problem with bright light.

00:11:20: My eyes hurts when i look into the bright sunlight or too much light so im always wearing sunglasses to not that problems.

00:11:31: this was some kind of high sensitive head.

00:11:38: I could feel connected to these high sensitive people.

00:11:41: Um, i didn't know by that time That this is an issue for all People with ADHD which are now today.

00:11:47: so most people With ADHD have This problem was a bright light and the pain in The eyes.

00:11:53: So Yeah, I Didn't Know That For That Time.

00:11:57: Okay, so we met there and then they were one or two people who said hey you allow life sounds exactly like mine.

00:12:06: And I think i'm a multi-port too!

00:12:09: Then things are getting starting interesting.

00:12:11: So... We've got little group for five six people Which was very nice.

00:12:18: For the first time in my life, I had a feeling of here are some people who can understand what i'm going through and have the same problems And maybe the same interests in learning new skills Like fuck and being absolutely open-minded, and uh...being thrilled by new ideas.

00:12:42: And couldn't read enough about the world, the nature of science all this stuff.

00:12:48: we're into reading books every day trying to get along with that in trying make it in this neurotypical word.

00:12:57: so I have the same issues not making there or could perform their.

00:13:03: And yeah, that was a very nice feeling to meet these people.

00:13:09: On the second or third meeting I've held there... ...I have got special contact with women which reached out to me and said hey can we meet?

00:13:21: Because i need know about if im a multipot!

00:13:28: Of course let's meet A little meeting in a bar and handover.

00:13:34: And yeah, so that's when I amy my now fellow partner and Twin flame arrived on my life.

00:13:46: So and saw the day i met Amy um and Yeah we found out there That there is something going wrong with us both And which we found out later, that we are twin flames and have now getting started with the twin flame process.

00:14:05: So I've left my life... which I've had to that point and go with Amy.

00:14:13: And we started making this twin flame process, Which i have learned on the hard way over several months in years To getting learn what is going here because for first i saw it as just a soulmate thing.

00:14:31: I have no idea of that concept or spiritual Things like that.

00:14:37: So for the first time in my life, I've got connected with something Like That and i could have got The Issues of Got the feelings which are getting along With it.

00:14:47: so yeah this is not Neuro Typical at all but It's another Thing i want to talk about In This podcast Episode because i need To find My Soul Family And i think there Are Two things which are getting together.

00:15:02: The first thing is the neurotropical brain and then next things being something you people call now light work, which exactly what we have done in these last six years as a twin flame process if you want to name it correctly its Lightwork as best.

00:15:30: These shadow work you have got to do too.

00:15:33: get your unfucked version of you back.

00:15:36: I'm gonna call it like that um, To get your true self Your higher self and your trueself back to recognize who you really are And put away everything which life put on you Which is not you?

00:15:52: It's-it's Not You!

00:15:53: It's not yours...It's your coping mechanism of trauma and PTSD in something Like That.

00:15:59: And yeah, and this process is taking away in a very harsh and hard way because there are so many hours of shadow work which we have done.

00:16:12: In the six years I've put it to... I'll put some numbers down ...and come up with an account of minimum twelve thousand hours of Shadow Work that was done.

00:16:29: And if you would, it's because the twin flame process is like that.

00:16:36: You are doing it every day with your Twin Flame and working on your Shadow.

00:16:43: It can count at five hours six eight.

00:16:47: so how long was today?

00:16:49: So we've been together for the first time since now.

00:16:55: for six years We only have separated sometimes when necessary because separation is the thing.

00:17:01: You need to do that, I can tell you about it later.

00:17:04: and yeah so we have made over twelve thousand hours minimum which was very low.

00:17:11: calculated could be higher but i don't want a brag or something like this.

00:17:15: So again give me your number for four five hours per day over six years.

00:17:21: and yeah, I've recognized that we have done some hard work.

00:17:26: We found out everything about our shadowwork in our shadows which is a long time.

00:17:34: it's like going to therapy for a long long long time And you can't really stop the twin flame process.

00:17:46: It's really complicated, but I've learned that the most.

00:17:50: there are many people out there in the world.

00:17:53: In Europe and Germany And especially in the U S which are talking open to it would.

00:17:59: you're talking very direct and open about it?

00:18:02: In Germany we have got some issues with that because yeah its getting... Getting getting in touch with it and then getting starting maybe to look at this but I fed him the rest of the world.

00:18:18: It's not an issue anymore.

00:18:19: people are saying yeah, there're people like that.

00:18:22: we've got People Like That would have done this work And now In This World To do their Work and Their Work is Lightwork and They call it lightwork.

00:18:33: I understand it now and so i've getting started to being in a coach for neurodivergent people.I have made several educational things there,to become a coach.

00:18:45: I was with Christian Kader maybe you know her podcast In the US which is big thing there And i learned alot from here.

00:18:54: It's very good To see that.

00:18:57: Yeah!

00:18:57: Now im starting To find my people not only in Germany or the German speaking part and Europe.

00:19:08: So Germany, Switzerland is just Austria but also want to find more people in the world.

00:19:12: so this again it's idea of this podcast in English.

00:19:18: And yeah there are a lot things we can talk about.

00:19:22: episodes.

00:19:24: I will start making these episodes in two languages, so it's a little bit more work for me.

00:19:30: and but yeah maybe this is the thing... Maybe there are many people in Europe or France or wherever around me?

00:19:44: Or all over the world!

00:19:50: I want to bring a podcast for you and wanna get starting, yeah?

00:19:53: To get along with you.

00:19:54: And... Yeah!

00:19:56: Get some connections because this is what it's all about.

00:20:17: Perception of the world working on our with our view off.

00:20:21: The word which is totally different from what I see in them.

00:20:25: social life now and this isn't new for me because i was born this way, And if never been asked do you want to have a other kind of eyes look at the work?

00:20:39: I've just won with these kinds of brain.

00:20:42: i was one with his issues.

00:20:44: i was Yeah, I've had my trouble with this kind of life and social like This.

00:20:53: yeah you can call it matrix.

00:20:54: Like this design Social Life which we are most Of the people on this planet Are living right now?

00:21:01: And yeah i have Had My issues With that.

00:21:04: and yeah this is something Which makes me gives Me hard times All over my life from the young beginning and to over-the-school time when I was a travel in school.

00:21:17: Was an under performer?

00:21:19: And never knew our head high brain have ADHD.

00:21:22: so you end Germany.

00:21:25: We've got Not opportunity that your mother can say, i will homeschool You.

00:21:30: this is no opportunity.

00:21:31: here In germany The police would come bring you To school if we're not going to school.

00:21:37: So there's No chance.

00:21:40: kind of system-installated school in education.

00:21:47: In the seventies and eighties, when I was going to school... ...I came out of school at the end of the eighties.

00:21:54: I guess it's nineteen eighty nine or ninety ninety.

00:21:58: It was my senior year.

00:22:00: so yeah..it was a different time And I've got my issues, i can tell you.

00:22:05: So there were no bodies talking about ADHD.

00:22:09: it was not known and later...I don't know It's getting started in the nineties into US to get ignored about ADHD but Germany yeah we haven't heard from this issue until the late nineties.

00:22:25: so nineteen seven ninety eight Ninety nine and around year two thousand ADHD is coming up in this world for us, so ten years later maybe.

00:22:37: And yeah it was a harsh time and living with this issue I think especially thing because we are not that open-minded like the US where people understand Other people more when you explain it to them and they are more like okay.

00:23:02: I saw your something like that.

00:23:03: Okay, so you're Renaissance people.

00:23:04: You are a scanner?

00:23:05: Ok i got it.

00:23:07: It's ok cool.

00:23:08: So tell me how this in Germany is always hmmm...you different..You not like the whole bunch of other People!

00:23:16: So This Is A

00:23:17: Problem!!

00:23:17: So This Not Cool Or This Is Not Something Which we admire or would be like to know about.

00:23:25: it's more like get your shit together and come over to our side.

00:23:28: And be like us.

00:23:29: so It's a totally different game from my opinion in watching is in the u.s.. and watching it in The rest of the world, and in Germany at totally different games.

00:23:42: So its little bit.

00:23:43: I'm a little bit frustrated about my podcast performance in Germany because Yeah, I've got not that feeling.

00:23:52: So many people have... yeah i've got some numbers and I know this podcast is not as big other than others but I think people find it kind of hard to step into these kinds of world in this kind of neurodivergent word where people are thinking totally different with when we are interested in these spiritual things or energy, frequency and vibration which is a big thing.

00:24:30: In their world.

00:24:31: it's absolutely no-thing because We're just working here!

00:24:38: the best cars or whatever and being high functional people even if we are near to burnout over it.

00:24:47: We have a high function for society, high functions of every big concert or yeah what ever.

00:25:00: so the German has a problem with With in contact with this kind of people.

00:25:07: So it's kinda hard.

00:25:10: groundwork we are going through as coaches is a neurodivergent area, which I can tell you.

00:25:17: so if your German and listen to this okay?

00:25:19: This what i always want to tell you.

00:25:21: And If You're In The International Yeah!

00:25:24: You Can Smile Over That But You Can Understand It Maybe A Little Bit More When I Tell About These Issues Here In Germany.

00:25:34: Whatever we've got to make it.

00:25:37: We've got two.

00:25:38: bring people together, too.

00:25:41: Yeah get a better Better word again?

00:25:44: We have place here.

00:25:45: there are many people with our branch.

00:25:47: I think we have very um, I don't know mission on this planet's to Bring society into another level To the maybe to the next level may be to a better level.

00:26:01: I do not How to explain it or how to name?

00:26:04: It.

00:26:05: maybe you can make in on your me.

00:26:07: You can Think about on your own, how you would call it.

00:26:11: but I think we've got a mission because Yeah We are different and receive the word difference And this is big plus for the work especially as things are getting hot now.

00:26:23: So yeah, we don't get along with this kind of society.

00:26:27: um...we have several issues all those.

00:26:30: All the stuff is coming up, which is not for people.

00:26:33: It's just that it isn't good for them because there are kind of other powers in the back who are manipulating things and they're all coming now.

00:26:48: I think we've got to talk about time after this.

00:26:57: Because yeah, I see the old system will crush and it's good because It's not for people.

00:27:03: So... ...it is just to have people in control And being able step out of that system or creating a new world Is a good thing!

00:27:19: That what i always see In this word.

00:27:23: It can make no sense of it when you've got to work every day just for existence.

00:27:32: So, and this is what most people in the system are facing they're facing They have to work And pay their taxes Just exist!

00:27:44: I think we need talk about that.

00:27:46: This isn't supposed To be.

00:27:49: We should work on that.

00:27:51: Neurodivergent People Are pushing are pushing a little bit in another direction.

00:27:58: So because we can connect people with the universal, more universal kind of divine kind living which we're connected to.

00:28:14: and yeah this is interesting Yeah, and I wanted to meet more of these people.

00:28:19: This is just one thing i want uh... Wanted do with this podcast is bring us together getting to know about the other treasures everyone has inside in kind off special force or a special Abilities on skills.

00:28:41: other people don't have high sensitive paper.

00:28:43: Have that and all the neuro divergent People have it, and they HD people have skills which are remarkable in which I absolutely awesome this interpersonal skills where we can Yeah, read a room of people and can see every energy in the room.

00:29:07: Even no one has spoken word.

00:29:09: we know exactly what's going on.

00:29:12: We don't look at the masks which our people or politics are wearing... ...we can recognize patterns like nothing.

00:29:27: These are very special skills which I need it right now and which are needed in the future, near-future.

00:29:35: And yeah!

00:29:36: So...I hope we get in contact?

00:29:39: I hope people find this podcast and all of things that will do for me in the near future.

00:29:46: there's several things coming.

00:29:47: i'm planning and working on a coaching thing where everybody can join for small amounts of money worldwide so that you can learn about neurodivergent brain, about scanner, multi-potentials and of course ADHD.

00:30:08: I will not talk about autism because i'm not into that...I've got maybe one or two little traits which would call it's like autism but yeah..i am not in to this right now.

00:30:25: We'll talk about it with some experts and future podcasts or something like that.

00:30:29: So we will see.

00:30:32: but yeah, for the first time I think just wanted to say hello in English.

00:30:36: Just want to reach out everyone there.

00:30:42: you're not alone where a thing now in the world?

00:30:46: The word needs us.

00:30:48: so if they are communities people who Try going to work as a light worker.

00:30:55: I want to work at the coach in this field with neurotypical people always just so tell them we are here and you can help.

00:31:04: or was the neuro divergent?

00:31:05: People just say hey, let's talk about our issues and getting healed from all the pain We have And yeah of course the lightwork that we've got.

00:31:14: it too To hear heal people who get people and better healthcare in better positions and yeah, all over to spread consciousness.

00:31:31: Let's consciousness grow.

00:31:32: this is a big thing I think the biggest things that we have too.

00:31:38: let the consciousness grow about how the things are working?

00:31:44: We're kind of linked for it.

00:31:46: you can do some work there.

00:31:49: I think we've got to figure it out.

00:31:51: So, i hope you enjoyed this!

00:31:53: This is for the first time and maybe in next days a new thing started...I don't know but yeah..i hoped that was not so bad to understand for you and i hope that wasn´t so bad with my English.

00:32:08: I was excited.

00:32:09: thankyou for joining.

00:32:12: If you want to have a conversation or something, go and send me an email just on typarkawebde.

00:32:19: You can find it in the description.

00:32:21: my new website is underway.

00:32:23: It will take some time.

00:32:24: I've told that in there last podcast too.

00:32:26: And yeah Maybe we'll meet one day Which would be nice.

00:32:33: So Have a good week.

00:32:35: Thanks for joining.

00:32:37: Love to all of you.

00:32:40: Have a good day.

00:32:41: Bye!